New update of me...
It has been 3 weeks since I last blogged... Have been very bz with work, first came the open house den followed by the ISO auditing & finally a break for me. I cannot believe that I have worked for more than 250 odd hours for the month of April. This is bad! My health has not been good. Always have constant headaches & gastric pains & I still didn���t take good care of myself makes me feel so guilty!
To my buddies Cherrie & Nanny...
I know that both of you out there were all very concern with me. Thanks & I really appreciated it. Read your blog le��� Sorry to have given you the grouchy face! Was in serious thoughts at the outing & dun mean to dampen both of your moods.
Memories...
Time flies! without knowing I have been working in lwssom for close to 10 months. Having being a past student of this school gives me a unique identity just like any other school instructors and staffs who were also students previously before they joined the lwssom family. Flashing back for what I have gained these months with this 2nd family of mine, I should say that I am very hououred to have been with all of you. The moments of joy & sadness shared with you all will always be remembered deeply inside my heart. This is what I will never get as a status of just being a student in the school. I have made many good friends down here even to someone pretty distant to me when I was a student here back then; I have received his support, trust & confidence in me.
Decision Making...
I felt like crying last Friday when CH tried to talked to me about the ltr I have submitted and I rejected him! Seeing the sad & disappointed look on his face hurts me very much! I felt like I have broken his heart. Tears were inside my eyes & I was listening to JJ���s latest album. You have to do something about this matter asap. Sometimes things just get piled up too much for the both of us to bear & this will never end! What I want is when you can give me a solution to our problems. You also worked too hard too! Do you know?
To my Dearie...
Remember what you told me my dear? No matter how much we loved each other when time comes to leave, that���s why a hug is always so priceless after that. I just knew that too well! That is why I would love to give you as many hugs as possible while I still can be here with you! And that is all I can do just for you! I think I can���t give you anything else better other than a warm hug. Perhaps you are getting immune to my hugs but that���s my love for you! Hugs have given a special connection between us.
To my Darling...
Thank you for giving me your support and encouragement when I need you the most! Especially when I cant figure out what���s going on in my life. Thank you for the hugs that you have given to me when I need a confidence boost! You have never rejected that long hugs that I always requested. I am really happy for you that you have finally made up your mind; I know your future will be bright! Have faith in yourself. As the time ripens, you will be able to see results! So what you���re doing now is building up the basic & fundamentals for the future. I am still not sure if I will join you and the rest but no matter what I love you. Thanks for loving me too & smiling at me always!
